Now What

So all three of my kids are in school now. I could actually give time to something, but what? I honestly do not remember what I use to do or was good at or anything. It's like all previous memories of a life get erased when you have children. I told my husband I wanted another baby. He said I need another husband. HAHA! Like if I really wanted to have another one, he would stop me. Thats how we ended up with the other three. LOL! He thinks we are too old now. I told him women close to fifty are popping them out now. Well, that didn't go over. Our original plan was to have our children young so that after they grew up we would still be young enough to do things, like travel. So, now what? I can't really take a job yet because how can I tell an employer that I need summers off. The old man works screwy hours and I can't really work around him unless I work for someone who is really understanding. I'm told bosses don't come that way. I try to make myself busy around the house, but you can only do so much. I don't watch t.v. at all during the day and rarely even at night. NOW WHAT?